Can I Have This Dance - High School Musical 3 Music Code
Friday, January 16, 2009
Her first 100th
It's granny's first 100th day ever since she left us. I hope she's living a better life up there. Granny, it has been hard on you.Family and I are gonna go to Granny's house tomorrow in the morning for prayers and then after that we will be heading down to Granny's "new house" at Chua Chu Kang.
I miss you, Granny.
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
Once and for all
This is the last time. the last time blogging about her.
Nth about you is gonna affect me again.
Nth about you is gonna affect me again.
Monday, January 12, 2009
Transformaaaa
CHANGES in SAM and CARA.
FIRST photo taken together even before we got together in Sept 2007.
In Aug 2008. Almost changing...
Photos taken in Dec 2009. Changed.
Totally different within one day after the previous photo taken.
LOL! :D
FIRST photo taken together even before we got together in Sept 2007.
In Aug 2008. Almost changing...
Photos taken in Dec 2009. Changed.
Totally different within one day after the previous photo taken.
LOL! :D
spot the differences for 2007 2008 and 2009's cara.
spot the differences for 2007 2008 and 2009's cara.
Cara in 2007.
Cara in 2008.
Cara in 2009.
WEEEE.... :D
Cara in 2007.
Cara in 2008.
Cara in 2009.
WEEEE.... :D
Sunday, December 21, 2008
Unbeautiful - Lesley Roy
Don't hang up, can't we talk
So confused it's like I'm lost
What went wrong, what made you go
Don't pretend you don't know
This is me I'm unchangable
When did we fall apart
Or did you lie from the start
When you said, it's only you
I was blind, such a fool
Thinking we were unbreakable
It was you and me, against the world
And you promised me forever more
Was it something that I said
Was it something that I did
Cause I gotta know what made me unbeautiful
I've been told what's done is done
To let it go and carry on
Deep inside I know that's true
I'm stuck in time, stuck on you
We were still untouchable
Wake up, wake up, wake up, wake up
Cause I'm only dreaming
Get out, get out, get out, get out
Get out of my head now
Because we're much better altogether
So confused it's like I'm lost
What went wrong, what made you go
Don't pretend you don't know
This is me I'm unchangable
When did we fall apart
Or did you lie from the start
When you said, it's only you
I was blind, such a fool
Thinking we were unbreakable
It was you and me, against the world
And you promised me forever more
Was it something that I said
Was it something that I did
Cause I gotta know what made me unbeautiful
I've been told what's done is done
To let it go and carry on
Deep inside I know that's true
I'm stuck in time, stuck on you
We were still untouchable
Wake up, wake up, wake up, wake up
Cause I'm only dreaming
Get out, get out, get out, get out
Get out of my head now
Because we're much better altogether
Saturday, December 20, 2008
M'sia trip faster come! I miss my baby!
:) i wanna be with her forever. COME BACK BABY!
Cara misses you!
:) i wanna be with her forever. COME BACK BABY!
Cara misses you!
Friday, December 19, 2008
生日快乐妈妈
生日快乐妈妈
i miss her .
i love you like i've always do.
oh no.
i love you more every single day. and just only you.
oh no.
i love you more every single day. and just only you.
someone to wait for me to chat with her/him
someone to take care of me when im sick
someone to talk to me whenever im stressed
someone to love me wholeheartedly
someone who only flirts with me
someone who have only me in the heart
someone who will only have me.
I'm not pretty nor handsome nor cool
but i think im nt that bad.
I'm selfish. i dont like to share my love
I wishes someone to miss me like how i miss sam.
all i wanted for christmas. it's priceless.
someone to take care of me when im sick
someone to talk to me whenever im stressed
someone to love me wholeheartedly
someone who only flirts with me
someone who have only me in the heart
someone who will only have me.
I'm not pretty nor handsome nor cool
but i think im nt that bad.
I'm selfish. i dont like to share my love
I wishes someone to miss me like how i miss sam.
all i wanted for christmas. it's priceless.
treasure.
a house, with a small pool where we can have bbq every saturday.
a loving gf.
tts all i need. i need all of your love, and i want you to give them all to me. and only me.
it's not hard. it's not easy
a loving gf.
tts all i need. i need all of your love, and i want you to give them all to me. and only me.
it's not hard. it's not easy
Sunday, December 14, 2008
Read the face. thats how i feel the whole of last night.
Once again i have to emphasize. I hate ppl who lie and brk promises. omg.
i hate it.
Ohwell, if you found someone better. ok.
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
i miss you.
"It's been the longest winter without you. I didnt know who to turn to..."
I was listening to this song on the bus, and there comes the memories with my grandmother again. New year is coming, I spend every single new year with her. and i mean it, EVERY SINGLE new year.
This is gonna be the first time i'm gonna spend my new year without seeing her, greeting her, hearing her high pitch-ed voice, hearing her laughter and getting her blessing, her ang bao, and feel the warmth of her hand.
What is it gonna be like? A new year without her. Will everyone still gather together and go 拜年 together?
Everyyear, without fail, we rent a bus, so that the whole family could go praying (ancestors)together. But this year, we are going to pray our respect to her.
Flashes and thoughts of my ah ma's last look. the whole process. When I received the call, to say that grandma passed away, on the way to her house, to see her for the last last time, the process of praying our last respect to her body, on the way to cousin house to get her photo, the time where i just stood beside her body; praying and chanting, hoping for ah ma to get a better after-life.
I still remember when I was in primary 6, I drew her a card on her birthday. she was so happy. And the day when my aunties and uncles were cleaning the closet, i saw the card.
immediately, tears rolled down my cheeks. it's a drawing of me and her, i can still remember clearly, i colored the colour of the face wrongly and i liquid the whole face white. It was so funny and embarassing when i gave her the card.
I remembered she said," Care-la, Kiang lorh."
...means, cara is smart or in another sense good girl...
Tears .
I was listening to this song on the bus, and there comes the memories with my grandmother again. New year is coming, I spend every single new year with her. and i mean it, EVERY SINGLE new year.
This is gonna be the first time i'm gonna spend my new year without seeing her, greeting her, hearing her high pitch-ed voice, hearing her laughter and getting her blessing, her ang bao, and feel the warmth of her hand.
What is it gonna be like? A new year without her. Will everyone still gather together and go 拜年 together?
Everyyear, without fail, we rent a bus, so that the whole family could go praying (ancestors)together. But this year, we are going to pray our respect to her.
Flashes and thoughts of my ah ma's last look. the whole process. When I received the call, to say that grandma passed away, on the way to her house, to see her for the last last time, the process of praying our last respect to her body, on the way to cousin house to get her photo, the time where i just stood beside her body; praying and chanting, hoping for ah ma to get a better after-life.
I still remember when I was in primary 6, I drew her a card on her birthday. she was so happy. And the day when my aunties and uncles were cleaning the closet, i saw the card.
immediately, tears rolled down my cheeks. it's a drawing of me and her, i can still remember clearly, i colored the colour of the face wrongly and i liquid the whole face white. It was so funny and embarassing when i gave her the card.
I remembered she said," Care-la, Kiang lorh."
...means, cara is smart or in another sense good girl...
Tears .
Monday, November 17, 2008
Only in America
Only in Texas
Only in Texas
Only in India
Only in Hawaii
Only in China
The only situation you will say FUCK.
Cloud formation
Edge of hurricane
Monday, November 3, 2008
Hello Hello Hello! went to catch HSM3 todae! ;D omg i love bryan. love his clothes, his pants, his hats and his shoes. there's new characters too! rocket man and that fake british sharpay. Like totally. god. LOL!i gave the show a rating of 3.5/5 :) i stil love 4bia. hahaha! Omg, i love that song! but i don't know whats the title. it goes something like ".... last dance " hahaha! OK nvm, i will go find out from my friends.
the weird feeling.
HELLO PPLE! I JUST LOST MY PHONE. OMG SHIT right. hahaha. anw, i've got a new phone and a new contact number. 8113214* , ask me for the last number ;) because I want your number too! Anyway, I made the above picture. FOR FUN. because my bestfriends keep teasing me, saying i look like that FAT rhino from the movie "BOLT". shit. am I that fat? LOL!
PLEASE TELL ME I'M NOT FAT OK! ;D
MY NEW PHONE! SAMSUNG SOUL SGH-U900
| Features | Messaging | SMS, EMS, MMS, Email |
|---|---|---|
| Browser | WAP 2.0/xHTML, HTML, RSS feeds | |
| Games | Yes + downloadable, order now | |
| Colors | Silver, Pink | |
| Camera | 5 MP, 2560х1920 pixels, autofocus, image stabiliser, video(QVGA), flash | |
| - Java MIDP 2.0 - MP3/AAC/eACC+/WMA player - FM radio with RDS - T9 - Picture editing - Organizer - Built-in handsfree |
I bought the phone with my own pocket $ or you can say hard earned money. please say that it's nice. :D HAHAHAA. anyway, the day when i lost my phone, I was damn pathetic and blur. i didnt realise that i have lost my phone until the time when i was about to go to bed and set alarm for the next morning. which is around 3 hours later. DUMB RIGHT. i know. I thought it was in my bag all the while so i didnt really bother to check it. Tuesday i was damn tired and damn sleepy due to schoolwork and training, so i didnt really care much, i just called baby saying that i have lsot my phone and went to slp. HAHAHA. NORMALLY I WILL CRY AND WHINE AND HIT THE SOFA. but surprisingly i didnt this time. maybe because it's time to change a new phone too. BECAUSE MY FREAKING SONY ERICSSON PHONE'S BUTTON IS DROPPING?! yesh. the button is DROPPING and FALLING. omg. what a shitty phone isnt it.
maybe its a blessing in disguise. wheew...
czmp xoxo you. hahahahhahaahha.
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I LOST MY PHONE :(
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Wednesday, October 15, 2008
this is crazy. i feel different. i feel everything is different. it all feels so strange, unfamiliar. it feels like everyone is lying to me. everyone is keeping something from me. oh gawd. i hate this feeling.
dont lie, never lie to Cara.
dont lie, never lie to Cara.
Mum! be strong. I will be here, Edwin and Edmund will be here too.
We love you.
We love you.
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
I've got that I'm not okay feeling ever since this morning when they carried my grandmother into the lorry. I just dont feel like doing anything else. School, lectures, training. I feel like taking a brk for awhile. My mum cried like mad pls. and I feel like spending some time with her. I need some comfort. I am really very upset right at this moment. Oh gawd. Save me.
ballz says: i dont understand why god just want to takeaway people so fast
ballz says: and us, who knows those being taken away. can only cry like mad.
Grandma.
Thanks for giving birth to my mother.
Thanks for the gd food that you've cooked.
Thanks for the love, concern, the amount of fun and joy you have brought into my life.
Thanks for fighting so hard against all negatives.
Thanks for staying strong.
Thanks for your strong determination.
Thanks for everything, every single memory
I'll miss you.
Rest in Peace.
19 June 1928 - 10 October 2008
ballz says: i dont understand why god just want to takeaway people so fast
ballz says: and us, who knows those being taken away. can only cry like mad.
Grandma.
Thanks for giving birth to my mother.
Thanks for the gd food that you've cooked.
Thanks for the love, concern, the amount of fun and joy you have brought into my life.
Thanks for fighting so hard against all negatives.
Thanks for staying strong.
Thanks for your strong determination.
Thanks for everything, every single memory
I'll miss you.
Rest in Peace.
19 June 1928 - 10 October 2008
For the Last Time
Sunday, October 12, 2008
i'll miss you
My granny passed away just yesterday afternoon (1335hr)
She's the strongest woman i've ever seen. She has been struggling and fighting with the stomach cancer which causes her death. After we've stop feeding her for 3 weeks 5 days, she finally passed away peacefully on 11 Oct 2008.
阿嫫，至今您已回上天做仙，也应该轮到您享清福了。请您不要为我们而操心，我们会好好照顾自己的身子。
你在天之灵，一定要保护您的子孙哦。
爱孙，
美佩
Put your hand way up high
This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye
As a child there were them times
I didn't get it but you kept me in line
I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes
It's something more than saying "I miss you"
But when we talked too
All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
Miss you but i try not cry
As time goes by and it's true that you've reached a better place
Still I'll give the world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
But It's like you gone too soon
No the hardest thing to do is say bye bye
And you never got the chance to see how good I've done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together
I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
That you can make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever
This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high.
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye
As a child there were them times
I didn't get it but you kept me in line
I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes
It's something more than saying "I miss you"
But when we talked too
All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
Miss you but i try not cry
As time goes by and it's true that you've reached a better place
Still I'll give the world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
But It's like you gone too soon
No the hardest thing to do is say bye bye
And you never got the chance to see how good I've done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together
I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
That you can make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever
This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high.
Sunday, August 10, 2008
YEAH YEAH, our symbol of love is done on 9th Aug 08 :Dilove you baby!
this is the overall picture of my tattoo.
ITS A BULLET! okay, if you cant figure out wads tt.
Baby got herself a gun. Will upload a picture of her gun when she send it to me.
Tattooist, Joel was damn friendly and shy
We got the tattoos at $260 after $20 discount.
Thanks to Cara! :D
Met 2 hilarious foreigners at the tattoo shop. (8 Volts)
Chris and Ryan.
While we were on our way home, we met Chris again at the lobby of orchard plaza. It was damn funny, 'cos he told us that, the lady who's suppose to give him a massage turned out asking him if he want a hand job! Omg. hahaha! He freaked out and walked out of the shop.
A picture of Sam getting inked. laughs, her jubulu jubulu face. hehehe.
I LOVE YOU!
Friday, August 8, 2008
Tml 's national day!
Fireworks.
do you remember?
sigh.
Fireworks.
do you remember?
sigh.
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
ew wads this
Its not moving, its just your eyes
